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in an effort to make time pass as quickly as possible
i drown myself in the sweet, surreal, oblivion
an attempt to betray life
to hide from the freedom it so forcefully offers
i sleep
i close my eyes for what seemed as eternity
hoping that somehow
everything will just cease to exist
to vanish into the unfathomable wonders of nonexistence
i use words, wonderful words
to fool those who read that somehow a meaning is present
when none is actually there
from nothing, we all have emerged
is it possible then . . .
that after all these, knowing that to nothing we all will return
we are then, all of us, just nothing . . .